Hai,,im back for another blog create..hehe..and this is my third blog that i type today. So hope you all enjoy with this blog, maybe its kind a sad a bit..about me maybe, all surround me ok.You know its hard for me to get this chance or get this space to create and tell all my stories include, inside and outside my soul and physical. Why the reason i say that word because, you know in this world hard for us to get somethings that we want for the example for teenage in this century they hard to find true love but all what they have is a half part of the love or i can call it as FAKE. The word of FAKE can be use to a good things and bad things, so we must know how to use the words FAKE and react as FAKE corectly. In this world theres many type of FAKE, that we use it and we do it, some people use fake as hide their truly face, their attitude and beauty its not wrong for us to be fake but we must make sure that it on the right place.That fake about a basic things, what im gonna push here is me as a blog created want to write the fake that really happen on me, i know many people in this worl got same things happen on their surrounding just same like me right???its ok coz you can't hide it,and u must accept what ever it happen that come to you. I know its hard to hide the fake that happen on you include myself but in this world people never care closely about who you are and what they take care is about our physical, but they don't know our inside and our soul.
For me or more details all in my life everything was FAKE , include my friend,my surrounding and all my happines. And sometimes i thinking that is did i have what i want in this world and did someone really my company when we were together, many question come out from my brain and it hard for me to find what should i have in this world??.Not also that, sometimes i go some place to find what i want in this world and i try to find someone that very interest me and understanding me, but all that things never come out in this world but all i have is FAKE and its make me want to find out more. And all i meet a person that i like before this is also a fake, i don't know why must be like this, in that situation it make me more sad and make me want to be lonely for a long time.Right know what the things make me feel happy is a SONG and that is not a happy song but it a sad song where all what i been through since i know that all around me is a fake, the song not make me feel sad all the time but give me a fire and desire what should i do in my life like when all the things is start to become fake.But sometimes i feel the memory that brings me happines when i heard the songs and make me calm all the times, i think i more comfortable being in lonely world because it make me calm and get me away from negative reflection.
Sometimes i have to react as a FAKE it because i just want to be closer to the people that i like, but it not longer keep it up,one day that fake that i react just because want to close to the people that i like, can't hold for a long time and that make the people that i like hate me,so it make me feel that i lost the people that i want to make it as a friend and a company me. In this way of the century many type of people like to choose the people or friend that might their taste and they also like someone from physical not from inside.The song that i was insert i the song that make me sad and also in the same time give me spirit to fight anything that comes to me, what the singer feel in the video same what i have been through in all my life.Not also that sometimes i feel like that i as a Doll with the world full of lonely and can't feel the way i should feel.
If i heard a few song and i will find the meaning on that song from the lyric and after i heard and find the meaning of the lyric i feel that what the composer write on the lyric must have a similarity on what happen in my life and not the same things happen on me with the lyric, but when i hear it again and again theres a memory that happen when the song was played.And its make me thinking and stop for a while just because of the song that i hear but theres something that very unforgetable things in my past come along at my brain when i start to stop for a while, and in the same time many feeling come inside my soul. Not just a song but i got a go a few place like Shah Alam lake where i come there because i want to make my self feel calm and need to make myself free with the problem i had in my brain.Feel the fresh air and the air swip sowly all my body that make me feel really calm and forget all the problem.
May be that all that i want to write in my blog today, i hope that u had a same luck like me, dont be quiet you have stand up and go find somethings that can make you feel free with the fake things and problem that you have.Go and find a place or somethings that can make you free ,so that u can get away from this part of your life.Whatever its take be a human that can solve and act as professional when you were in the crowded mind and fake things ok. I ended until here hope whose read this blog can enjoy it or be my follower...bye....
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